One Crazy Day

It started out fine. I was hyper, and excited for U-Break 'cause I know we were bound to meet. And I know how it is when we meet. Things never go dull, we always have a good laugh, kulitan with a bit of asaran on the side. And so I met up with her with the understanding that we'll go someplace else, someplace we usually don't go to during other school days. But she didn't want to go outside school premises. Slowly, i got pissed until I got disappointed. My energy level went from really high to really sucky. There might be something up with her, I thought. But when I saw the disappointment in her eyes for being so pushy, I stepped up and asked her where she wanted to go. The library she said and so there we went. When we got there, nothing out of the ordinary happened, just the usual. Just her eyes doing that blank, confused, scared stare I hate seeing when she remembered Kent. I hate it when I see her like that. Like something stirs.

Then dismissal time came. I felt like walking her from Andrew Hall all the way to south gate just for the fun of it. And so I asked her if she had a good day with meand her answer came. She told me it was generally good but she got bored. And all hell let loose. I got bummed that she said that to me. I felt so powerless that I couldn't even get a hold of the one thing that mattered to me. And so issues came flying outta nowhere. But something she said hit me. "Nothing has changed. Even the trivial things get you so mad". Figuring that fighting would get us nowhere and that we see each other point's I stopped right there. And i dunno but tears started drowning my eyes again. She daw it and she softened up. She just held my hand and wiped the tears I had. Full of drama, right but I realized it was my fault. I learn more and more and I hope I'd never react the same way again. I ruined the whole day for us but we came halfway and fixed up right then and there.